I used to blog...

There was a time in my life when i blogged. I vaguely remember it. I used to write what i was thinking, how i was doing, who i was becoming. Then i met facebook. And Now Instead of saying what i think, or how i feel, or where i am at, I spend my time commenting on other people's one line lifes. Usually with a bit of sarcasm. Sadly. I like my relationship with facebook. But I don't think I really want to be seeing facebook exclusively so to speak. I have seen a few different people's blogs lately, and they have made me want to start using words and sentences again. So here i come, world.

Maybe there is a reason I don't write as much now. It might have something to do with the fact that, addison likes to be on the right side of the computer, pushing the power button about every 15 seconds. Or it could have to do with her liking to be on the left side, hitting the cap lock. It might have something to do with all of my energy being used to make a baby, wash dishes, workout, or abstain from delicious sugary substances. You never know.
I love to write. I think that words are beautiful. I love to write more than i love to talk, sometimes i love it more than i even love to read. I definately love it more than talking on the phone. I would rather lose my phone. Not that i ever do it on purpose. but maybe i will sometime.

I have very limited intelligence as i write this. My eyelids are barely open. The only reason I am NOT taking a nap is because Addison is trying to fall asleep in my room. Her room is currently being used as a work shop. So as soon as she is asleep, I will take a nap, but until then, i am trying to keep my eyelids open and stay awake. This happens quite often, me, trying to stay awake, but not succeeding in my idea of the true definition of "awake." (which is defined by oxford, simply as this "not asleep") Perhaps this lack of mental awareness, or being fully awake, and 100% NOT sleeping, perhaps this is why I haven't been writing anything. Because mindlessly commenting on other people's lives is so much easier than talking about your own.